I'm just feeling so sad still after the crap with my ex-husband.
When my husband came home (the good one), I was still feeling so devastated and crying. D was so good and sweet to me. He held me while I cried, then he ran the bath for me and lit candles, and it was so soothing. After I got out, I took a half a Xanax (which I rarely take at all) and got into bed. D gave me a wonderful massage ... my shoulders were in knots, and I felt much more relaxed by the time I went to sleep.
But ... I still just feel so sad.
How can that horrible man still hurt me so? He's just not worth it, and I know this intellectually, but it hurts all the same.
I can't wait to go home and take another bath, and another Xanax, and just go back to bed. An hour and a half and counting ...
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Hey girl...the past is in the past...look at what u have right now...A wonderful man that took care of you while your upset about another man...Most men would have felt some type of way lol. I understand your pain.. but through it you were able to see how great your life is right now...Fuck the past...Stay Strong!!
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Hey sultry lady, you're so right. I started feeling a lot better today. I'm still upset that he's saying crap, especially since he's saying it to my son's wife, and it is really upsetting my son. But my current hubby is so good, not only to me, but also to my son and his wife, that he makes up for it.
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